14th Sunday 2024
Ezekiel 2:2-5; 2Cor 12:7-10; Mark 6:1-6
We know, do we not, that St. Paul could be a real pain in the neck? (Well, I am convinced of that, even if you aren’t.) That should never cause us to forget, however, how much he achieved in terms of spreading the Gospel, building the Church. Nor should it cause us to overlook his courage, his determination, his single-minded commitment to the Lord.
Furthermore, we shouldn’t ignore the deep insights which he offers us into the Christian life. Remember that, in the First Letter to the Corinthians, he gives us the earliest written account (since his letters were composed before the Gospels achieved their written form) of the institution of the Eucharist at the Last Supper, and that it was he who combined a recognition of the role of the one bread of the Eucharist as the Body of Christ in establishing the Church as the Body of Christ.
Today’s extract from the Second Letter to the Corinthians provides deep wisdom as we strive to understand our own relationship with Jesus the Christ. Paul tells us that he himself was given a thorn in the flesh which caused him immense difficulty. The word which he uses—skolops—actually means a stake, or pointed stick, which would be many times more painful than a thorn, though the English idiom of a thorn in the flesh comes more naturally to us.
What was this thorn in the flesh? Some people think that it was epilepsy; one translation renders it as a “physical ailment”, though I see no reason why it should not have been a mental affliction such as depression. The exact nature of this sharpened stick does not matter: what counts is the suffering which it caused and God’s refusal to remove it.
Notice the Lord’s response to Paul’s prayer: “My grace is enough for you; my power is at its best in weakness”, a reply on which Paul builds and elaborates. He more or less admits that, without this affliction, he might have become too proud, attributing his success to his own wisdom and ability. The thorn pulls him up short; causes him to realise his limitations; and also makes him aware both of his need of God’s grace, and of its sufficiency.
What about you? How gifted, how powerful, are you? Can you conquer the world by your own efforts, or do you have weaknesses? Do these weaknesses depress you, derail you, as they can easily do, or do they cause you to turn to God, to seek His grace and His help? Do you (do I) become disheartened, or do we have the gumption to recognise our dependence on God, our need of Him, and His willingness and ability to compensate for our deficiencies?
Paul goes on to say that he will gladly boast of his weaknesses, so that the power of Christ may stay over him, and adds that it is when he is weak that he is strong.
That is fundamental to our self-understanding, and to our understanding of our relationship with God. We do not come closer to God by achieving great things. Indeed, we are closest to Him when things are a mess; when we realise that we are struggling, even that we have failed, messed up, sinned badly, for then we become conscious both of our need of God, and of His presence and His power available to us.
Many years ago, I recall a team of priests conducting a mission at Lancaster Cathedral. One of them was a pleasant enough character, and it was impossible to disagree with the content of his sermons. Unfortunately it was impossible also to become excited by them or moved by them: the word which best described them was “bland”. A fellow priest, a recovering alcoholic, who heard them, commented to me: “You know the problem with this man. He has never needed a saviour.”
I suspect that he was right. The missioner knew his doctrine, presumably said his prayers, but appeared never to have cried out to Christ from the depth of his need, never to have suffered a sharp stick or a thorn whether of distress or of failure, not to understand with real depth that claim of St. Paul “It is when I am weak that I am strong”.
(As a counter to that, my writing of this homily has just been interrupted by a phone call from someone in the midst of a deep bout of depression, to whom I was able to say “THIS is what I am doing at the moment” to which he replied that he aways identifies with those words of St Paul. How opportune was that?)
One final point: according to Mark, Jesus COULD work no miracle because of the people’s lack of faith, whilst Matthew states simply that “He worked no miracle”. Even the Son of God, in His human nature, could be handicapped by people’s lack of faith, a reminder to us to keep our faith strong, a faith in the God whose power is at its best in weakness.