Sts. Peter and Paul 2026
Acts 12: 1-11; 2Tim 4:6-8, 17-18; Matthew 16:13-19
A quarter of a century or so ago, I recall a very gifted Christian mime artist presenting in word, but more particularly in gesture, the story of St. Paul to a group of schoolchildren. Referring to Paul’s former career as a persecutor of Christians, he commented “Until he was converted, Paul wasn’t really a very nice person”.
It took a huge amount of self-discipline on my part not to interject “Are you suggesting that, after his conversion, he WAS a nice person?” I suggest that even Paul’s greatest admirers would struggle with that. He puts me in mind of the true story of a Lancashire widow watching the efforts of the undertaker’s men struggling to lower her husband’s coffin with dignity and decorum into a grave whose dimensions were not quite accurate.
As they huffed and puffed, the bereaved lady was heard to exclaim “Tha always were an awkward bugger!” I can’t help feeling that this would make an ideal epitaph for St. Paul.
A plaster saint he definitely was not—few, if any, are! They are men and women of flesh and blood, partly shaped, as are the rest of us, by heredity and environment. Again, like the rest of us, they have particular temperaments, in which the strengths and weaknesses are mirror images of each other.
Effectively, Paul was the same person after his conversion as he was before. He threw off his bloodthirstiness, but in all other essentials he remained the same. The drivenness which fired his enthusiasm as a persecutor of the Church, gave him the strength to become the greatest missionary of all time. His single mindedness which had carried him before his conversion, continued to motivate him afterwards. Without it, and without the impatient intolerance which accompanied it, he could never have spread the Gospel throughout the Mediterranean world, or inspired others, in later ages, to carry his work still further.
This made him a difficult companion, if not an impossible one. He fell out with practically all those who travelled with him, including his mentor Barnabas, the unsung hero of the Pauline story, who had smoothed Paul’s route into acceptance by the Church, and who had been the leader of what is often known as “Paul’s First Missionary Journey”, a misnomer as egregious as the “Matthews Final” of 1953, of which the true hero was Stan Mortensen, later of Lancaster City, who scored three of his victorious Blackpool side’s four goals.
Paul’s arrogantly slighting reference in the Letter to the Galatians to the leaders of the Church as “Those who seem to be something” coupled with his Uriah Heep-like claims not to boast, strikes a discordant note, whilst his self-congratulatory narration of his public humiliation of Peter directly contradicts Our Lord’s command to deal with disputes in private. Against these we must set his awe-inspiring description of love in chapter thirteen of his First Letter to the Corinthians, and his deeply reverent explanation of the Eucharist in the same letter.
Peter too had glaring faults. His was an almost unrivalled capacity for opening his mouth and putting his foot in it, as he repeatedly promised what he subsequently failed to deliver. “I would lay down my life for you”….”Bid me come to you across the water”….”I would never deny you” are claims which, initially at least, have no cash value, and in his dispute with Paul, there is no denying that Peter is at fault, regardless of Paul’s arguably greater fault.
He tends as well to be slow on the uptake. It is John, not Peter, who sees the relevance of the empty tomb, and who recognises the presence of the risen Christ on the seashore: “It is the Lord”. Likewise, Peter fails to grasp that the threefold question “Do you love me?” relates to his threefold denial of his Lord.
We have, then, two deeply flawed characters who are honoured as the foundation stones of the Church. What does that say to us? It says that God in Christ doesn’t see as we see, judge as we judge. It says that some of the greatest saints have some of the greatest faults, yet that God can turn their base metal into something more precious than gold. It tells us not to despair of our own faults, or to brag of our supposed strength. It tells us that we need the Church, with all its faults and blemishes, because, without the Church, all we have are the faults and blemishes of our own.